Perhaps I need to do this as part of my own catharsis. Some may be a little too obvious, even if no names are attached....

The Rules

1. list facts for XX different people you want to say but will never tell them out loud.
2. don't reveal who they are.
3. you can comment but don't answer to guesses. the idea is that no one knows who the facts are indicated to.
4. tag three people.


1. You mean to me perhaps more than you should. I knew from the beginning that you would not want me forever and that some day the romance would fade away. Still, I miss you, again, more than I should. I think about you (too much). But I am also completely in love with someone, and it would not be fair to you, or me, or him, to think that anything more could come of this. (And perhaps a bit foolish to think that you would even want it to) I want you in my life though. I want you to be happy. And maybe one day we can have a friendship free from strings to the past.

2. I miss you. It feels like too long since I have seen you, and you are yet another person I would like to keep in my life. You made me smile, and the care and love I had for you will never go away. I am sorry that your life has been so hard lately, and I know that my words could never fix everything, but I am here if you ever need me. You have been so much of my inspiration, and for that I am thankful.

3. You are already such a wise and beautiful soul. You write with such beauty and creativity, and your poetry is the kind of work I aspire to. I read everything you write (even if it is days or weeks after you post it). And it means more to me than you could ever know that you read my stuff as well.

4. I know you won't read this, even though I have sent you the link. You hate computers. Sometimes I wonder if you really love me, if you really care to know who I am. One of these days I will tell you about all the pain you put me through. I feel foolish writing this, foolish for admitting any of this, but even though I can forgive I most certainly can't forget. I hope that these things will not continue to haunt me...

5. I know you will probably read this. I am not a source for pornographic fantasies. There are certain things that are my business and my business alone. No, I do not want pictures of your penis. I will not tell you specifically what gets me off. I am sorry if your past girlfriend was prude, but I will not be the source of jollies for you or anyone else. I won't let you or anyone else use me like that. (This has happened too many times before)

6. I wish we could hang out again. You seem like such a sweet and amazing and all together fascinating guy. We can be anti-social together and it will be fun. I wish I had gotten to know you better when we still lived in the same state. We may never see each other again in all reality, but I wanted you to know that the I enjoyed hanging out with you when we did, and I think you're pretty nifty :-p (And one of these days I'll sit down and finish reading your prologue)


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